Basta - Mama English Lyric

Forgive me Mom,
For growing up too early
For bringing you pain so early
Forgive me mom
I have lot to blame for
Forgive that I didnt become as my older brother
My life, mama, is like a black and white movie
Everything is not so bad, but there is always one but
It hard to understand why is it like that
Excatly like this and not in any other way
What does it mean
Wish me luck, mama
The road is calling me
Youre hiding your tears, mama
Im not gonna be here for a while
I know that you know, mama
I know that you believe, mama
You believed and still believe, and thats enough for me
And when the fate would knock me down from my feet
Through pain and desparation, Id hear Get up Son
I dedicate this ballade to all the mothers
For giving their love to us
Tell me ,mama, how much does my life cost?
My life is a drama
My soul is going up
Tell me ,mama, how much does my life cost?
My life is a drama
My soul is flying up
In the hardest minutes of my life
When the death would come so close
The stars would fall from the sky like sparks
And thoughts of you, mama, like a beam of sunlight
In search for an aswer, in search for a way
I gather all my strenght and continue walking
Forgive me for everything, mama, It was all my fault
But everything is left in the past, time cannot be turned back
Im trying to get up from my knees, just get up a little bit
But something is preventing me from departing from the earth
Im praying, Give me strenght, God
To realise whats bothering me, whos going to help me
Maybe, God, my faith is weak
But wherever Id be, I remember these words
Forgive that I rarely tell you this, Mama, I love you

Tell me ,mama, how much does my life cost?
My life is a drama
My soul is going up
Tell me ,mama, how much does my life cost?
My life is a drama
My soul is flying up
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Nice song eh.. even though i don't understand what he is saying.. but still love this song.., this song is a russian song.. i discover this song time i was playing GTAIV, radio station Vladivostok FM.. and ada lagi this song called O Tebe by Ranetki (also from russia) nice jua songnya.. nanti lah i upload (insya-allah) so for the meantime enjoy Basta - Mama song huhuhu
All hail Vladivostok FM!!